Octomom Diary Revelations

According to reports, Nadya Suleman's handwritten diary is a weird and irrational scribbling in which she promises to stay celibate, never do porn or stripping gigs again and claims she won't have a healthy romance until she's done with therapy in five to ten years.


Suleman, best known as "Octomom," explains that she feels stripped of her dignity and writes: "I choose not to give my body sexually to ANYONE. Not even myself. I won't give what I can control away...I am not for sale."

Nadya, 37, has done many stripping sessions - the latest being at a Florida club on Valentine's Day - and even won an AVN Award for her solo porn tape all as a way to support her family financially but the diary writings reveal self-hatred in doing so.

"I'm to blame. I deserve to be punished. Punish me. Hurt me. Destroy me. As I am now done," Suleman writes in the diary "exclusively seen" by celebrity website RadarOnline.


"I focused 100% attention on my family, went back on welfare (I know), and never stripped again. Soon...you will be reading these words. And as soon as you are...we will be off welfare forever."

Nadya also states she won't be ready to date anyone or have a serious affair without another five to ten years of therapy.

"Ones body is sacred," Octomom writes.

"Should never be sold or shared...with anyone unless in a completely committed relationship," Octomom adds.

It has to be noted that Octomom is back on welfare and was unable to pay April's rent on her Palmdale, Calif. home so she packed up and fled in the middle of the night, leaving behind an awful mess of squalor and damage that required a professional company to clean it up.

Also found out when Octomom left the rental house was a back bedroom door that had been altered with a plexiglass window installed and a lock on the outside handle so she could lock her kids in the room and "keep an eye on them."






What do you think of Octomom's diary? Is it actually seen by Radar or is another false story that usually tabloids make?


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